The hyacinth must have popped out of the ground for quite a few days. I totally forgot it. I must have planted it last year. Sophie noticed the color of pink among the still bleak background first. She ran to it, knelt down and smelt the flower. "Mama, come, it smells so sweet!"
My favorite season is fall. But the best part of the year is early spring. I came to the States in December 1996. It was a bitterly cold winter. I spent most of the time staying at the apartment which we shared with the other three students. When they all went to classes during the week days, I usually sat at the table in front of the window, studying English, preparing for the GRE tests.
We didn't have a car at that time. There were times when my husband and I walked all the way to his lab at the Ohio State University. He was studying for his Ph.D. in biochemistry. It was almost an hour's walk. It must have felt longer than that since we had to walk in the single digit. That's not something I remember about Columbus, where we spent five years before we moved to Seattle, at least that's not what I chose to remember.
The fondest memory is the spring of 1997, the first spring after that coldest winter. The laundry was a few blocks from our apartment. On one of the laundry trip, I noticed a few bright purple flowers popping out of the melting snow along the sidewalk. They were small, packed in a few bunches. Then I saw some more along the way, some in bright yellow, more in purple-blue. It was a such a happy sight, almost like a triumph to me. I survived the first winter! And the spring's here! Only later did I learn that was crocus.
I went out more after that. I walked to the public library, to Kroger, the local grocery, or simply around the neighborhood. Wherever I went, the spring flowers were blooming. That spring was also a wet one. But they were more of drizzles, like we had in Seattle. The colors were just dazzling in the mist. I love the fresh smell of the soft rain, the grass, the dirt, the flowers, and all the things that were growing. That mesmerizing scent has linked forever with my first Spring in Columbus. The scent of early spring, the scent of the feeling that I finally settled down, the scent of a piece of memory that a young lady tried to start a new life in a foreign place. It was so precious. I wish it could be bottled and kept forever.
I heard about a poem saying that Hyacinth is so fragrant that people are willing to give up his last loaf of bread for the flower, to feed the soul. I guess I must have the same urge and yearning back then. Only I didn't have the dilemma. My husband brought home plenty of food for us. And there were always flowers in blooming outside my window. I should be the happiest soul.
"If of thy mortal goods thou art bereft,
And from thy slender store
Two loaves alone to thee are left,
Sell one, and with the dole,
Buy hyacinths to feed thy soul."
~ Musharish-Ud-Din Sadi